System Overload

I need a break. I have been studying all day and my brain has officially been overloaded with too much information. So I decided to take a break from studying and do my blog for the day. Today as I was just getting off work at JCP, I decided to buy Jared some dress shirts that were on clearance (80% off plus my discount = great deal I got him two shirts for 5 dollars it was awesome!) anyways as I was walking up to check out at the register this lady walking in from outside tripped and fell flat on her face, she had coffee or something in her hand that had prevented her from catching herself and she literally hit her face on the sidewalk. I was like oh my gosh she was with someone who was helping her get up so we went and asked if she was ok. Her nose was bleeding and it looked pretty bad. I felt bad for the poor lady she was pretty banged up. I guess the lesson for the day is to watch your step. She didnt notice the curb I guess walking up onto the sidewalk. Hopefully she is ok! But yes JCP is having great clearance deals starting today go check it out, just watch your step on the way in!!

Uneventful

Well, this Saturday has been pretty uneventful. I worked in the morning and have been studying ever sense I got off work. I did get a little nap in between the two but that is all my day has really consisted of. I wish I had a little more time to get things done that I want to do besides studying. I don't even think all the studying I am doing is helping I get so lost and frustrated it becomes annoying so I want to stop. Well I know my blogs lately have been pretty boring and have no real importance but at least I stick to it everyday.... at least it has almost been one month that we have been posting everyday... that is crazy, I hope I can last its been hard enough already!!

I almost didn't make it

Today has flown by, I went to school after that work, and then Jared took me out to Chili's and we met some of my coworkers for dinner! It was fun, and after that I came home to study and time has flown by I looked at the clock and was like Crap I still have to blog! I was so happy to finally get some time with Jared, but here comes another week of not seeing too much of eachother... but I love the weekends!

Lonely

Today I have been home sence about 2:30 and I have been here by myself. Jared has been at school all day, and he came home for about ten minutes, grabbed a sandwhich, changed and went to two meetings for school. I hate just sitting at home being lonely. There are so many things I could do like study, clean, workout, anything but I am just sitting here feeling sad and lazy! But I really need to study I have a huge test Monday and I don't feel prepaired at all... so I am going to study I really need to do good in this class!

Today was another long long day at school, and right after 8 hours of being up on campus I had to work at JCP, so I am just getting home for the day and if feels so good to be home I am just so tired, I haven't been able to sleep very good latly so I am just so tired. But I am so sick of rude people that come into the places I work. I am sick of getting treated like I am nothing and I know nothing... HELLO I work there I know what I am talking about and just because I work at a fast food resturant doesn't give you any reason to think you are better than me. I wish I could just tell them how I feel, but I wouldn't have a job. I know some people are probably thinking well your in the customer service area thats what you do. Yes I know I am happy to help people who aren't rude or treating me like crap. I just had an experance today that just made me so mad, This lady asked about bed skirts, we don't have any in our store only if you buy them in a set with everything else that goes on a bed. I told the lady and she just started complaining and telling me how she couldn't believe we didn't sell them blah blah blah and just being a really big BI*** but I still decided to offer her help and I asked her if she wanted to look in the catalog, the are sold separate there. As we were looking she kept saying no no no thats not what I want she was so picky and unpatient. Finally I found something that she liked and as I was getting all her information she says to me "Could You hurry I have somewhere to be" I wanted to say ok you can leave I don't really care, it took all of five minutes to get all her information and she was complaining... eh I hate when people don't think of anyone but themselves. It was bothering me all night at work but now that I got that off my chest (and after telling many people at JCP) I am good, just another day at work I guess?

Red Team...ehh

I haven't got to watch the last couple of episodes of the biggest loser but tonight I didn't have to work at JCP so I finally got to watch and get caught up! Well all I can say is I hate the red team! I think if you go on that show you go there to lose weight not just play the game when you get immunity. So many people wish they could have the chance to go on that show, and they are sitting there wasting Bob and Jillians time because they don't want to work as hard so they can have bigger numbers next the next week. She is such a liar and I love that Jillian called her out, she addmitted to doing it the first time they got immunity so why is she saying she did everything she could last week and only lost a pound and this week she lost like 11 or something whatever! I hope they go home real soon, and I was also mad that they gave the Green team the 2lb dissadvantage, they aren't too big to being with and haven't been pulling great numbers. but whatver KARMA comes back around and I think they will be in troble next week! (at least I hope so!) But my favorite team the Grey team did so good this week Hopefully more good things will come for them!

Having a Good Monday

Today was actually a pretty good Monday. I had school, and I didn't have to work tonight so I got alot of things done around my house I cleaned the kitchen, mopped the floors did loads of laundry, and actually got all my file folders done so I can organize all my papers and bills. I even came and seen my parents today and Tasia and Daion were there Its nice to see them I dont see them as often anymore so it was fun, As for the rest of the day STUDYING, I have a test Monday in Human Anatomy I am nervous about the test, so the rest of the week when I am not working is devoted to studying. I think this is the first good Monday I have had in a while.

Pregnancy Pact

I watched a thing about this on TV a while ago where these girls all from the same high school decided to all get pregnant around the same time. It was very interesting and I always wondered WHY? Well the other day I was watching a movie on Lifetime and the preview The PregnancyPact came on. I couldn't believe that they decided to make it into to a movie. I was so curious to see it so tonight I finally got to watch it. Of course it was a little cheesy and the actors weren't the best but still I found it interesting I just still wonder why 18 girls would all want to get pregnant the same year and none of them were over 16 years old CRAZY! I am 21 and I still don't think I am mature enough for a little one myself. I thought the movie was interesting it does show actuall footage from what was shown on TV prior to the movie, so if you ever have an hour or so to kill maybe flip it on Lifetime and watch it.

Stuffed

Well today has been a long day I had to work at noon and then I got done at 5. Then Kim, Jareds sister was celebrating her birthday at Texas Roadhouse. Yeah, we went and ate there agian this week I know its terrible, but it was her 20th birthday so had to go right?! We had to waite forever like an hour and fourty five minutes, I hate that that place is always so jam packed but its so good I always eat way too much there I am completly STUFFED! So we just got home from celebrating her birthday I am so bad and didn't even get a picture of her on the sattle but It was a fun night HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!

Counting my blessings

Well I have never thought of this as a blessing but I got told today after measuring a lady for a bra fit today, "At least you can count your blessings!" I have always been pretty well endowed and so have all of my sisters, so I never really thought about not having anything to fill out a bra. Well to start with the story I went in the dressing room and measured her, I did it twice to make sure, she watched the numbers on the measuring tape and she just laughed and I didn't quite know what to say. She pretty much has nothing and she said even in an A cup she has room to slide her hand in between her bra and where her boob actually is. I felt so bad she was so nice and so cute but she just kept saying I cant believe I am wearing this size... and I didn't know what to say, She probably could have fit very well in a kids bra but I wasn 't going to say that and humiliate her... I felt so bad... But I ended up finding her a nice push up bra with extra padding and she loved it I am glad I could help her but I still felt bad. So I am counting my blessings of having a decent sized rack haha! I have alot more to be thankful for but today after my experience at work BOOBS are what I am thankful for today!

Not Feeling too good

Well tonight after I got off work I started feeling really sick. I don't know why but I just am not feeling to good. So this blog is definatly short because I don't feel like saying much and all I did was work today I hope I start feeling better asap!!

I hate being here!

Well right now I am sitting up on campus. I got here at like 4:30 and I am still here. That is amazing because I HATE being up here and especially when I don't have to be up here. haha I sound so rude but its true i don't like it it is cold, you have to walk forever to get to where you need to be, the people are annoying and classes are usually something i have to get through each day. But I'm proud of myslef, I did study for the first hour and a half and now I just cant do it anymore. Jared is helping people in a tutor lab for Accounting so I am stuck here until he is done so finally I cut the cord on stuyding and decided it was a good time for me to get my blogging done for the day. Well today has been pretty good I had to give my first speech for my public speaking class and it was ok. I wish I could record myself and listen I hate that my voice shakes and I probably turn all red when I stand up and talk in front of people cuz I am not that nervous but I was definalty uncomfortable giving my speech. I did reach the 2 minute mark and so I think I did ok I just hope it made sence.
Well I am so glad Wednesday is almost over and its just one day closer to the weekend. Lately I am always always looking forward to the weekend but hey I love having some time to do what I want instead of studying all the time and its a good excuse for me to be lazy which I use the excuse too often but hey I love relaxing! Well sorry about the rambling post but I didn't have much to say as usual....

Interesting experience

Today at work I had a really interesting day. I walked into work and one of my managers says to me there is a phone call that we had earilier today and the person has a speech problem or is somewhat deaf and can't talk very well. So because some of the people know that I am majoring in speech therapy they waited until I got to work to see if I felt comfortable communicating with this person. So I listen to the message they left on the answering machine and decide yeah I can do it what the heck? So I call the person back and they don't answer. So kind of relieved I went back to working then a half hour or so later the person(I am saying person because I am not quite sure if it was a woman or a man?) called back and they handed the phone over to me. They were asking about womans underwear and bras. Don't mind me but they were of rediculously big sizes but I went about my way looking and helping this customer the best I could and I pretty much understood what they were saying. Well to make a long story short they called back about ten minutes before I closed and asked if we sold THONGS in the size he/she asked me for. I was shocked I opened my mouth and thought for a second and then i said UNDERWEAR? haha I was hoping maybe that they ment shoes I was praying they ment shoes but of course they wanted underwear. I told the person we didn't have any in the store they would have to look online when they came to look at what I had found for them previously. keep in mind this was for someone else and they weren't yong!! I thought it was so funny yet discusting that I went and told my manager she was like "Is this some kind of joke?" haha it was hillarious. Hopefully when they come in they will get everything figured out, but out of this whole deal I got a free Movie pass which is pretty sweet now I can definatly go to a movie this weekend!

Overwhelmed

I feel so overwhelmed with everything lately that I have just been in such a terrible mood! I am really ornery and the littlest things are just driving me crazy! I know that as soon as I can get into a steady routine every day then I will feel alot better but I am always worried about something from bills to school and even being married its all so new to me that sometimes I wonder if I can make it through the day without crying. I know that we are doing just fine and things will come together and what happens is what is supposed to happen but I hate feeling like this. I hope things will get better I feel like after this week hopefully I will be used to juggling school, work, homework, and Jared. I feel so bad because he does it all the time and he isn't rude or in a bad mood. He is so understanding and nice and just reassures me that it will be ok! I am so grateful for him I couldn't ask for anyone better! Hopefully I will be back to my normal self soon!

New Recepie

Well today for dinner I decided to make something because I need to cook more often so I decided to make this easy green bean cassarole that is off the back of a frenches fried onions can. It is pretty good if you like green beans! I have had it once at a christmas party that I went to this year so I decided to try it myself. Its super fast but I think I used a too much of the fried onions. Here is a picture of what it looks like.

a little glimps

Today was a pretty good day. I worked some and when both me and Jared were off my parent's took us to Texas Roadhouse! It was super yummy I had so much food I am still stuffed! I love their rolls I had about 3 haha they are just so dang good. So I'm glad that I got to have a little fun today and get things off my mind! Now I am off to studying the bones for my Human Anatomy class! (even though I will be wishing I could go to the midnight movie instead of being at home!) Here is just a little look at what I am studying for its so much my head might explode but I really do like learning about this stuff! I just hope I can remember it all!

TGIF

I am so glad that it is FRIDAY today. I only have 2 classes today and they are both early in the morning so I pretty much got done with all my actual homework that is due for next week. There are just 2 problems in math that I need Jared's help on. I hate math and I am only in basic Algebra and I can't believe I don't know how to do some of this stuff its kind of embarrassing. But in my defense they are fractions and I have never done well with fractions! But now that everything else is done I can just read and study the rest of the week instead of worrying about everything else that needs to be done. But I am sure hoping to do something fun this weekend because I feel just a little overwhelmed with my new schedule of 2 jobs and school so I need some time to have a little fun and get out of the house. I am hoping Jared will take me to a good movie and out to eat. Just go on a little date because I haven't seen a whole lot of him this week because were so busy with school and work that we are on pretty much opposite schedules. Let me know of any good movies you think I would like I haven't been to a movie sense The Blindside so I have alot of options!

What to say?

I don't really have anything to say in my blog today. I had a pretty boring day, and didn't do a whole lot all I really did was just study, clean up the house a little and went to work. I am very annoyed today though because for some reason my computer won't connect to the internet so I have been trying to figure that out for the past two days. It is so annoying espcially now that I need it for school and I can't figure it out, so I am always trying to get Jareds when Jared isn't busy with it doing his homework. I hate computers and technology when I know nothing about it! But I don't have much else to say... my life is pretty boring and I feel like I will have many more blog enteries like this....

Long Day at School

Today has been such a long day. My first class today started at 8:30 and my last class gots out at 4:20. I do have a 2 breaks between the day but it still makes for a long day. Not to mention I hate being up on campus. I wish I could just get all my classes in a row, and get it over with but I have two labs this semester and thats why I have to be at school so late. But today I had my Human Anatomy lab I am still wondering how well I will do in the class, but I had no idea our actuall lab class was in the Cadavar Lab.! It was a little weird walking in and seeing bodybags on the table and then all their information on a white board above them. And it makes me sad too. We didn't get to look at any today but I am kind of scared to see them anyways so I am glad. I will have to definatly get used to being in that room! Also the weather is not fun to be walking around on campus all day. I don't think I have really ever had any problems when we have such bad weather here with the inversions and everything but today it was kind of hard to walk around all day outside and my chest hurts a little, Jared even mentioned his chest hurting after being at school all day yesterday. Just to show you how bad it is here is a picture. I want to get out of this weather!

Another Nephew!!

Today while I was working on my break I got a text from my sister Kami telling me that she is going to have another baby BOY! I am so excited and it made me have such a better day at work. On Kami's blog poll I did guess wrong, I thought it was going to be a girl, but oh well all kids are fun and I am so excited to have another nephew to play with! It just sucks that I hardly ever get to see them, but I guess it is just one more excuse to plan a trip to Arizona! I can't waite to see the little guy even though he still has a while in his Mommy's tummy! Congrats Kami and Ryan!

It's only Monday?

Well today has been a super long day for me. I had to go to school and be in class at 8:30, which wasn't too bad cuz I am used to working at 7 so getting up was easy. After going to my first two classes, I started walking to my final class of the day and I am so worried about finding the room that I didn't look to make sure what time my class started. So I finally walk through the whole bottom floor and finally find my classroom I walk in find an empty seat and take out my stuff. Then the teacher put up his powerpoint. I read the heading and I was like um.... it said something about History... I am NOT taking history this semester haha. So i hurry put my stuff away and walk out. How embarrassing is that and everyone probably knew because the class I was supposed to go to was right after the one so they probably saw me when they walked out?! Sometimes I am so dumb! I already have lots of studying to do and I am already stressing out alittle about school but hopefully I can get back into school mode and do good! We will see how it goes. I am just so ready for the weekend already!!

Sunday

Today has been a pretty boring Sunday. I had to work all day of course so I am totally pooped out today so I haven't done anything but lay around sence I have gotton off of work. But today Jared's dad got back home from visiting in Mexico. I didn't get to go see him cuz Jared was already over at his parents before I had got off work, but hopefully his Dad feels alot better about what has happened, finally getting some closure and I am sure he enjoyed the trip with his family. Other than that nothing new or exciting has happened but I start school tomorrow so I am sure I will have a story or two to tell tomorrow, but I'll let you know how that goes wish me luck!

Go Tasia!

Well today was a pretty good day I got almost everything done around the house this morning so the rest of the day I could use to just relax. So I went to lunch with my family and Tasia told me that she had a basketball game tonight. So me and Jared decided to go watch Tasia play. She told me that her game started at 5:30 but it really started at 5:00 so of course we didn't see too much of the game, probably the last quarter is all we saw. Tasia is a really good player though. I like watching her play sports probably cuz I miss playing them myself. Her team didn't win but it was only their first game so I am sure they will get better! Here are a few pictures of her in action!

After Tasia's game Jared and I decided to go up to my parent's and watch a little football. Then we played a game my Mom got for Christmas called Racko. It was pretty fun, Jared won and I totally lost but I can't wait to play again so I can beat everyone!

Ready for my new Change

I am so ready for the little change thats going on in my life. Today was my last day in Pricing and Signing at JCP. It is such a relief to be done with that job. It seemed like more and more drama came everyday with that job. So now I will be working at JCP at nights probably 2 or 3 times a week. As for McDonalds, I am hoping to work around 35 hours a week. I will be working there mostly in the day time so I am excited for the little change because I think it will make me a little more happy and alot less grumpy throughout the week.
I have decided though that I really am excited to go back to school. Just from taking one Semester off and working all the time has really gotten to me. And I would never want to stay in the jobs I have now forever so it really is a good change for me!( no matter how much I hate being up on campus and walking in the feezing cold weather with snow blowing in your face haha! I could go on forever!) So hopefully I can keep the excitment I have now throughout the semester and stay on top of things! But before school starts Monday I am hoping to get all the things done around the house that need to get done so I don't already stress myself out. So I am so glad I have tomorrow off of both jobs so I can get everything done and out of the way so I can start out the week with a new fun change that hoepfully won't put too much on my plate!

Texas or Alabama?

Who is going to win the big football game? I don't really care but Jared and my Dad do, so my parents invited us over tonight to watch the game, have some great home made pizza, and play cards. It has been a fun night,other than I lost in Phase 10. But its ok because Jared and I even got some of the Mario game in on the Wii in for the day! But as for the game, my Dad wants Texas to win and Jared is undecided or he just isn't telling me who he really wants to win. Right now the score is Texas 6 Alabama 24, in the third quarter so maybe Texas can pull through and get a win for the night! But I love coming up to my parents and hanging out and even not having to worry about whats for dinner and eating some of my favorite foods my mom makes. Sometimes I don't get up here enough during the week, it feels like but I really do miss my parents a lot! Thanks for everything Mom and Dad your the best Love you!

hmm....

Well I think that this blogging thing is getting harder everyday. especially when my life pretty much consists of the same thing over and over again everyday, so sorry about the blah blah boring of my blog. So I guess that I will just tell you about my day I had to work at JCP today and then me and Jared are trying to figure out car insurance so that has pretty much been the last two days of my life haha.... but I think were getting there. Being grown up isn't all that fun sometimes! I also finally got my books for school that starts on Monday(I am such a procrastinator). I am getting a little nervous I hope that I can pull off working both jobs and school but we will see how it goes. The classes that I have this semester are; Public Speaking, Math 900, and Human Anatomy. I am a little nervous for the Human Anatomy but also excited that was probably one of my favorite classes in high school, but the teacher is super hard so hopefully I can pull a good grade out of that class. Other than those two events today it has pretty much been just another day to get through the week. Hopefully something more exciting will happen to me this week that is actually worth blogging about!

It's Back!!

I am so excited the BIGGEST LOSER is back for the 9th season I believe. It is one of my favorite shows. It is so cool to watch these people transform into such healthier human beings it is truly amazing. I love this show so much I get so attached to some of the contestants on the shows I end up crying when they do... but what can I say I love this show! Last season Rabecca was my favorite person on the show. She didn't end up winning the whole thing but she did win out of the ones who got sent home. She is so pretty now she is amazing she just needs to find a new boyfriend. (If you didn't know she was dating Danny from season 7 and he was on 8 again blah he is ugly!) Well hopefully I can find my favorite person on this new season I am sure I will and I will let you know who when I decide who I like best and I will definatly keep you updated haha!

Remembering Like it was Yesterday.

I can't believe that it has been three years since Bree and I got in the car accident. That day I will always remember and it's so hard to forget. It crosses my mind almost every time I drive through that intersection or even getting a little too close to a car. I pretty much can remember the accident like it was yesterday. I have never felt so helpless and guilty at the same time. At the time of the accident I had no idea how bad Bree's condition was and I didn't even know by the time I got to the hospital. After I had all my x-rays done my parents told me that she had to be flown to McKay D hospital in Ogden. That is when my stomach sank and I about lost it. I was so scared and all I could think of was... Did I just kill my sister... Is she going to make it.... she has kids... why wasn't it me... and my mind just kept racing and racing. I think it was that way the whole entire month of her being in the hospital. While she was unconscious I don't think I have ever felt so guilty or mad at myself in my whole life. I wanted to tell her so many things, and I did but who knows if she really heard me. Still to this day I feel so bad about the accident especially when she forgets something... I know everyone does it but when she forgets that we went to the movie and I was sitting right next to her and I have to remind her my stomach sinks and I want to cry. I don't think I will ever feel better about the situation in that matter. I hope my sister knows how sorry I am that I put her through the hardest time of her life and still experiences some of the hard times because of what happened. I have never brought it up to her in person, but I hope that she truly does forgive me and I hope she knows that I would do anything for her! Love you Bree!

Hectic..

Today has been such a long and hectic day. I had to work all day and then staying up with my New Years resolutions I decided to make some dinner. I made Mexican Casserole tonight it is one of mine and Jareds favorite I got from my Mom. After that we had to go see Jareds Family. Jared's Aunt who lives in Mexico passed away today. So it was kind of a sad visit, and we were trying to figure out the best option to get a lot of Jareds Dad's family back to Mexico. We didn't stay to long to find out what they decided to do but hopefully everything will work out and Jareds dad will be able to go see his Sister one last time.

But on a lighter note I am getting a little anxious about school I still have a few things to do before schools starts next Monday, and I hope I can still keep up with working both jobs and studying... we will see how it goes, and hopefully today isn't a sign of the week to come so I can have one more week before all I do is work, school, and sleep!

Jareds New Toy

Today has been a pretty good day. I didn't have to work so I took down all the Christmas decorations and cleaned up the house. Jared had to work all day but he couldn't waite until he got off because he was going to pick up his new toy! Jared's new toy is a guitar. He has been bugging me and telling everyone that that is what he wanted for Christmas. I guess being the mean wife that I am I said um... No! I told him I didn't think it would last and then it would just be a waist of money cuz they are pretty expensive. So after I told him no, I guess he turned to the next person who would get him a guitar and that was his Mom! So of course for Christmas that is exactly what Jared received from his mom. Well the one that his mom bought him was a kit type thing from Hastings and Jared had been looking around and found one at KSM that he really wanted and it was cheaper, and better quality of course! To make a long story short he traded the guitars and now today he can finally start learning to play the guitar! I hope that he really sticks to it and will learn to play because his Mom told me today that I better make sure he practices because she wants him to play for her! So I am here to bug him everyday to practice! (Maybe I will try and teach myself a few songs). You could tell he was really excited and happy to finally get a guitar and start learning something new!

Here are some pictures of my cute Hubby with his brand new Guitar!

Happy New Year!!

Well I can't believe that December has come and gone so fast, and now we are already in the new year! Well sense I have not blogged in quite some time I will Catch you up on the Holiday fun that we had this year!

This year was mine and Jared's first Christmas together as a married couple! It was really fun to celebrate the whole entire Holidays together! This Christmas my sister Kami and her family came to visit during Christmas. They got here the Monday before Christmas and they just left back to warm Arizona today (I wish I could have went with them!). But when my Sister, Ryan, Kade, and Kamryn got here we did alot of hanging out cuz I never get to see them. I didn't have to work hardly at all the first week that they were here so I had loads of fun playing with my neice and nephew and catching up with Kami and Ryan.

On Christmas Eve I had to work in the morning and after that Jared and I stopped by my parents house before going to celebrate Christmas Eve with Jareds family. When we went to Jareds we had a great big yummy dinner, played games, opened presents, they even had a little dance party oh and we even had a fun gingerbread house contest. We drew names for his family, but we ended up just getting everyone a little something. After the long night of staying up late and opening presents we went and slept over at my Parents and opened presents in the morning! I have to say I had a great Christmas! Here are some pictures I remembered to take. I didn't get any of us opening gifts at my parents.

And now I can't believe that is already 2010 but I think I am ready for it. I have never really made any resolutions.... so this is the year, and I am pretty excited for what I have in store for this new year. Here are some of my resolutions I hope I can stick to all year long.

-Blogging Everyday for the whole year! (something me and Kami are doing together!)

-Getting in Shape/Eating better

-Running a 5k (hopefully with my mom and sister!)

-Making Dinner more often

-Finish my moms recipe book that I probably started 5 yrs ago!

-Start going to Church

-Being a better Scrapbooker

Those are all I can think of now and I seriously hope I can stick to them! I think now that I have told everyone what I want to do I will be more determined to complete my new goals! Here we go 2010!!