Pretty Day!

I hate that the prettiest days that have came this month I have been working every single time it is nice outside. Like today it was so pretty and looked like perfect weather to go on a run outside in the afternoon. I can't waite until I am off of work on one of those beautiful days just to get a little sun I am so sick of the cold. Well after a long day of work and a quick little nap, Jared and I went over to my Parent's house and I finally finished my scrapbook page for the month. It is a really cute Valentines Day one and I can't waite to get my pictures developed and put them on! I didn't get my cricket set up this weekend... but I am still waiting to get a good deal on a table so I can set up everything on it!

Saturday Fun!

Today has been a pretty relaxing Saturday. My Mom and I went to Ogden to get our hair cut, and then of course had to go to all the stores that we don't have here in Logan. I love spending time with my Mom she is such an amazing woman and I look up to here so much. But after our little trip to Ogden I met up with Jared and we went to see his Parents. We just talked for a while getting caught up with eachother. His parents are so sweet and nice, they seem to always be worried about me working two jobs and going to school, I am so lucky to have them care about me so much! I can't believe the weekend is almost over and pretty much is for me because tomorrow is a eight hour shift and homework the rest of the day! I hate how the best days go by so fast!

Friday is Over Already?

I was almost in bed and then I realized I hadn't blogged for the day. Today was a pretty good day of school and work. After work me and Jared were deciding what to do and we decided to see what my parent's were up too because we haven't seen either of our parents for a while so I called and the were going to crown burger and invited Jared and I to go with them. I am not a huge fan like the rest of my family but Jared and everyone else love it so we decided to go. I do like their chicken but I don't think that driving all the way to Layton to eat there is worth it. But it was nice hanging out with my Mom and Dad I miss seeing them every single day! I would say that today made for a good Friday I can't believe the day is already over though it has gone by too fast!

Clean House

It is so funny because I just finished reading my sisters blog and I guess we are in the same type of mood today a cleaning one! Which is been kinda rare with me, I have felt so tired and busy with school and work that I never really want to clean, but today I did like 4 loads of laundry vaccumed and mopped the floors. I am so glad it is done and that tomorrow is Friday, I hope now that I got my cleaning done now this weekend I can get some scrapbooking done and set up my cricket, thats the plan for now anyways!

Complaining

Today I haven't been feeling too good. I have had a headache all morning and just kinda feeling sick to my stomache. And to make it worse I still have one more class for the day then I have to go to work. It seems like I am always complaining but I guess that is what I do best for any of you who know me. I think I have always been a BIG complainer it is just how I am. Jared has gotton to know that very well now that we have been married for a while, I probably complain about something everyday and he is always telling me I need to stop haha! Its kinda funny cuz I tell him it is what I do best! But enough complaining I am going to go to school and work and stick it out! hopefully I will start feeling better soon I hope I am not getting anything too bad!

Work

I have done ablsolutly nothing but work all day today. I worked 7-3 at McDonalds and 4-930 at JC Penney. Not a very fun day. I am so tired I am going straight to bed after this blog. But I did have a little girl who made my day today at JC Penney. She was probably like almost two and walked in with her parents, she looked at me and smiled and said hi. so I say hi back and she came and gave me a hug. It was so cute her mom was like she usually doesn't do that she is very shy around people she doesn't know. It was so cute and on her way out of the store she said bye and blew me a kiss. Maybe she just knew my day wasn't the best and she helped me out! Thanks little Ana for making my day!

Accomplished

Today I have accomplished many things for it being a Monday. After school today I came home cleaned the house did some dishes and finished all of my math assignments for the week. This makes the rest of my week alot less stressful. I don't have any other homework in my classes so the rest of the week I can focus on studying instead of doing assignments. I am so glad I finally got some time to clean the house too. It was getting alittle out of control the only thing I didn't get to was mopping the floors which I dread. They never look clean enough for me so when I do mop, I kind of obsess about it and probably go through about 7 swiffers just for my downstairs, and still the very last one is still dirty when I throw it away haha, so that is still on my TO DO list which has many more items, but besides that today has been a pretty good Monday hopefully its a good sign for the rest of the week to come! Now I am going to watch the Olympics, I have enjoyed watching them this year! I usually don't watch to much of them but these athletes amaze me they are so talented! My favorite so far was Sean White who won the Gold in the half pipe. He pulled a great trick at the end called the Double Mctwist or something like that. It was awesome he is such a great snowboarder!

Sunday

Today was a typical Sunday for me work all day then come home to study and do homework the rest of the day. I haven't done a whole lot of anything else today. I always feel just so busy an d tired that I never cook we are always eating super fast stuff like frozen food or canned soup is our favorite lately and Sundays are supposed to be the best dinners. I am not being a very good wife lately on the whole cooking dinner thing, hopefully Jared understands but I can't waite to have a break then hopefully I can start getting into the habit of cooking real dinner. I am so excited for spring break to come it just needs to get here FAST!

Bugged

So many things have been on my mind today, I have probably started writing this blog about ten times but kept earasing it. I have so many things I want to say but I don't know how to say it without offeneding anyone. But I am going to say it here because I could never say it to their face. I hate when people particularly parents put themselves before their own kids. I have always thought and have been shown through my parents that the kids (me and my sisters) always come first. I just came from an experience of someone very close to me showing their three kids such a bad examples. It is so hard for me to be there and try and keep my mouth shut and not saying anything to them. I never would say anything but I sometimes wish I had the courage too. I can understand if they want to have thier fun, but don't do it in front of your kids, espically when they are old enough to understand and get upset about what their parents are doing because they themselves as eight year olds know that it isn't what you should be doing. I know I am not a parent and don't really have any expeirience but it really just bothers me. I hope one day they will realize that it really is affecting their kids and will change for the better!

Needing some Motivation

Today I have so many things I should be doing, like studying for the test I have on Monday getting stuff done around the house, probably anything would be a better than me sitting here on the Internet. I haven't done a whole lot today besides going to school and work. I hope I can get a little more motivated as the night goes on and maybe get some studying in for the night, I just need something to get me going, a Mountain Dew I need to wake up I am already ready to go to bed and it is only 930.

Teen Mom

So today I finally had a little time to catch up on one of my favorite shows. The new season of Teen Mom started Tuesday, and I had missed it that day. So today it played again and I finally got to see it. I love this show but this girl, who is on the first episode is so stupid. I know that it rude to say, but the whole episode just made me mad. The things she would say about having a kid just irritated me. if she can't be responsible for having a baby maybe she should have gave it up for adoption, there are so many people who don't have the chance to have kids and here she is complaining about all the responsibility and never staying home with her baby. I know it would be hard when you are still young but still, its time to grow up. I hope the episodes get a little better!

Its Over

I am so glad when Wednesdays come to an end. They are such long days for me that I am just so happy to finally be home for 5 minutes after being gone from 730 in the morning and if working like I usually do wednesdays getting home at 930. So I am so tired today but I had a pretty good day for it being a Wednesday. Today I had to give a speech in my class and I actually think i did pretty well. It makes it a little easier every time I have to speak when I do better on a previous speech so I am happy about that. Also in my human anatomy lab today we actually saw the cadavers. Not really what I want to stare at for an hour or more. I think it is a little disturbing and I don't enjoy learning that way I would much rather learn out of a book for sure, but oh well what can ya do? I am so ready for a break from everything lately but we still have a while until spring break but I am counting down the days! I need Spring to get here ASAP! Or I think a quick trip to Arizona would be great!

Good News.

So this week has had some pretty good news for me. For one my Sister decided she is NOT moving to Texas which I think is one of the best decisions she has ever made! I am proud of her for not going even though I understand how badly she wants to be with her boyfriend. It would suck being alone raising two kids, but I am glad she is putting herself and her kids before him. The other good news is what has to do with work. I have been working at JC Penney's for almost three years and have only gotten two raises one because they had too and the other was the annual raise. They decided to stop giving raises because of the company money issues and instead of cutting benefits and insurance they would cut raises and would continue them when the economy got better. Well for the past two years I haven't really received anything from the company that would ever make me want to stay there or even feel important as an employee. (well maybe besides my employee discount, now that I can't live without). But in the fall of last year they set some goals and if we reached those goals everyone in the company that has been working there for x amount of time would get a bonus when the new year in JCP time came around. So we ended up reaching the goals and so I GET A BONUS! I am excited it is quite alot and I am surprised. I feel like this makes up for what I have felt a little taken advantage of for the work I have done for JC Penny. anyways that good news has made my week just a little bit better for me which makes me happy!

What day is today?

The past two days have been a blur... they have gone by so fast and my schedule this is week is mixed up so I just feel a little off. Today is Monday I should have class, but because of Presidents Day, we didn't have school so I worked and then Tomorrow I have Monday Schedule so I'm all mixed up with my days I feel like it is Sunday today and tomorrow is Monday. Anyways I have been super busy with homework and I have finally decided who I am going to give my next speech on. I decided to do Michael J. Fox. He is a pretty interesting guy and has a great Foundation for Parkinson's Disease. I am interested in learning more about his foundation while writing my speech!

Valentines Day

Today is Valentines Day and I probably only got to spend 5 hours with Jared between our work schedules. He has just left to go work an overnight shift at Wal-mart and now I am here all alone and I hate it! (These are the times I want a dog so badly!) anyways other then spending those few hours together tonight has consisted of us catching up on homework and watching some of the Olympics. I hope all of you had a wonderfull Valentines Day! Love you all!

Here are the pictures of us from our two day celebration.

V-Day Part 2

Today for Valentines Day me and Jared went to one of our favorite restaurants Cafe Sabor. Before that I was working and trying to decide all day what I should get Jared. I had no idea what I was going to do, I didn't want to get him something practical or something that he has already gotten from me before on Valentines Day. I don't know why I didn't remember this but when I was talking to my parents at my work today I remembered and told them about how Jared wanted this coat from Dillards. He would go there like once a week to go look at it to see how much it had gone on clearance. He never bought it because it was still a little pricey. But I knew how bad Jared really wanted that coat so after my shift was over I went down to Dillards and bought him the Jacket. When he finally got to open his gift he was so happy and kept telling me I shouldn't have bought him that and it was too much but I know he was so happy he finally got his jacket. And when I got home jared had a little Balloon full of candy and lotion for me. Such a nice guy. I love him and I had a great Valentines Day with my wonderful husband! Thanks Jared I love you your the best! (I have some pictures but I am too lazy now to post them so I'll do that tomorrow!)

V-Day Part 1

Well me and Jared don't have time to spend Sunday which is the real Valentines Day together, so we are celebrating Valentines Day tonight and tomorrow between our work schedules. Tonight we went to the movie that just came out called Valentines Day. I loved the movie I would definatly reccomend it and it is so funny. There are so many good actors in the movie and I couldn't even predict what was going to happen I kept telling Jared what I thought was going to happen and I was wrong everytime. After the movie Jared took me to get Ice Cream at Charlies and then we just came home and watched some tv together. I love spending time with him and I can't waite to have another date with him tomorrow!

Any Ideas?

I have had a pretty long day today, and it hasn't been too much fun. After working I had some homework to do. It is math and it is just bugging me because I can't figure it out. Jared helps but I still need to know how to do it myself, which is why it is so frustrating to me. Besides that I had to go grocery shopping we had absolutely no groceries in our house so today just made out to be a tired day. I am ready to go to bed and it is only 9:30. But I have a question I am also trying to figure out something for Jared for Valentines. I don't know what to get him and I want to do something fun but I am out of Ideas let me know if you know of anything besides clothes, or cologne or the usual stuff!

Today...

Today was kindof a stressfull day, after taking a super hard test, and being at school all day, I got to go to dinner with Kasey. It was so nice to catch up and talk we don't see or talk to eachother enough so it is fun to go out to dinner and catch up on eachothers lives. After Dinner Jared's little sister Jessica and Cesar came over with little Yaretdzhi, she is so cute and getting so big. I was going to take a picture of her but I forgot she has the prettiest eyes and is now crawling and it is just crazy how time flies. Thanks Kasey for going to dinner and for the cute recipe book I will defiantly be using it! Love you your the best!

Annoyed

Well I know it has only been two months sense the new year began but I have been doing absolutely terrible on my New Years resolutions, besides blogging. I don't think that I have accomplished or even worked towards anything but trying to get good grades and making sure I blog everyday. I have done a little scrap booking but haven't really completed a page sense November. I have done absolutely no working out it sucks and I wish I had somewhere to go besides on campus with everyone else and their dog. I really want to run a 5k but if I don't get my but in gear I will never do it. I hope soon that I will have a little more time to accomplish some of the things I want to. I am annoyed with myself and think of how terrible I am doing everyday especially when what I am doing, doesn't pay off like studying and doing horrible on my exam.. those are just my thoughts for today. I am just annoyed.

Dissappointed

I am so dissappointed in myself today. I got one of my tests back for my Human Anatomy class that is super hard and I did TERRIBLE. I love that class I just hate the way my teacher tests. I can't believe I did so horrible, I am dissappointed that I didn't get a better score, that I didn't study every spare moment I had, and that I just did so bad its terrible. There are so many students who have to retake this course to pass but I didn't want to be one of them. I can drop my lowest exam so I still have some hope. But I will do better on my next exam I will study harder, go to all the Study Sessions I can and hopefully do alot better :(. That is my goal anyways, hopefully I can keep up to it!

Super Bowl 2010

Well Today was the Superbowl game the Saints vs. the Colts. I didn't really have a prefrence of who should win and neither did Jared but we did enjoy watching the game it was pretty good! The Saints won but it was a close one. To watch the game we just went over to my parents after I got off work. My mom made Cheese Potatoes and Ham it was so good and of course we had tons and tons of snacks so I am stuffed full of junk... But Jared and I had fun watching the superbowl with my Mom, Dad, Bree, Tasia, and Daion. We both did a little bit of studying during the big game and I snuck in a quick nap but hey I gotta use my time wisely right!?

Dear John

I just got home like 2 seconds ago from the movie that just came out Dear John. I thought that the movie was pretty good but I am assuming the book is probably ten times better! I want to read it if I can ever squeeze it in during this busy semester, to see what the differences are. But overall I did like the movie and it was really sad. I would say it is worth seeing but I was hoping for a little bit of a different outcome. I would defiantly recommend it so if your not busy this weekend or this week go see it plus the guy in it is super hot!!

Date Night

I am so happy that today we got to go out on a date. Our friends Bryce and Tia who we haven't hung out with in a while called us tonight and asked us to go to our favorite restaurant Cafe Sabor and then go bowling. It was so fun because lately it has just been me and Jared and it is nice to finally go out with another couple again. Dinner was so yummy and we even got free fried ice cream I could have probably ate the whole thing myself it is so good! Then bowling was fun I won of course!! haha my score was only 102 but I did beat everyone else! Tonight was a fun night and it was good to get out, Tia kept talking about her dog and she makes me want one even more so I am off to look at the dogs on KSL. I am so obsessed I know I look at least once a week, but I hope that by summertime I will have a great dane... I need to save the money though they are so expensive but I am going to get one!!(hopefully) I miss having a dog around to keep me company when no one is here!

Blogging

I always leave my blogging until the end of the day, hoping something may come up that might be interesting to blog about. I am not a very good blogger, and never really have much to say because I feel like my life is in a routine and I do the same thing every single week with very few changes. Sometimes I don't even feel like blogging or just want to be like eh I give up but I haven't. I am proud that I haven't giving up but sometimes I think I hold back a little to much with blogging, sometimes I feel like 'should I really say that' or something of that matter. but this blog is for me, family and friends, and it shouldn't matter because they should love me no matter what I say. I sometimes get a little nervous of what people are going to think that read my blog... the few who do, but I feel that I leave out the little things that come up that I want to remember.... I hope to get a little better at it just letting out how I really feel and saying what I want. This thought came from my sisters post from today about Journaling. I am so glad we have made this New Years resolution to blog everyday because this is something that my kids can read who can show their kids and so on. I wish I could have the opportunity to read any of my grandparents journals. I would love to read about their trials and tribulations and see how it relates into today's world. Maybe figuring out how much we were alike around the same age. I am glad that I am doing this and it will be awesome for generations to come that they will have something to read, remember me by, and relate their life to mine. I am glad my sister made me realize that even if I don't think my blog is that fun or interesting, it will be when future generations want to know about me.

Overcoming Fears!

Well I can't say that I have completely overcame my fear but I think I am getting closer and closer each and every Wednesday. On Wednesdays I have a public speaking lab where we have to give speeches. I was really dreading this class because I am shy and I hate talking in front of a group of people. To make it even worse, this week was Impromptu. Yeah we had to draw our quote out of a hat and then we had to prepare our speech and then present it to the class. I was so nervous and dreading this class I started to cry earlier that day(I know I am pathetic but I had such bad anxiety that it just came out that way) the quotes were stuff I didn't even understand but I sucked it up and went to class! I got my quote and it was "The palest ink is more than the greatest memory" I didn't even know what to do, but then I thought about it and just did writing things down compared to using your memory. I know it probably isn't what the quote quite means but hey it worked for my speech and I did what I was dreading all day. I hope that this class will just get easier and easier as the semester goes on! I have to say that I am quite proud of myself today for going and actually giving an impromptu speech.

Up Late

So I had to stay up late to watch one of my favorite shows tonight.. I couldn't resist waiting for tomorrow when they would play it probably everday the following days to come. I had to watch Teen Mom with Dr. Drew. I love this show and I have loved following their stories. It has been interesting to watch how their lives have changed. I love it and I am excited for the new season to start!

Six Months!

Yay!! Jared and I have been Married for six months today!! I am so happy, I can't believe that it has already been six months. It seems like it was just yesterday dealing with all the drama of my wedding. But I am so happy that I got to marry Jared. He is so special to me and I love him so much. He encourages me everyday and makes me strive to do my best in life. He is so understanding and always puts up with my whining and complaining! He is the best I could ever have! I Love you Jared! To bring back so memories I have decided to share some of my favortie photos of our engagements!
It only let me put up 5 at a time and I am too tired to do more but here they are!