Annoyed

Well I know it has only been two months sense the new year began but I have been doing absolutely terrible on my New Years resolutions, besides blogging. I don't think that I have accomplished or even worked towards anything but trying to get good grades and making sure I blog everyday. I have done a little scrap booking but haven't really completed a page sense November. I have done absolutely no working out it sucks and I wish I had somewhere to go besides on campus with everyone else and their dog. I really want to run a 5k but if I don't get my but in gear I will never do it. I hope soon that I will have a little more time to accomplish some of the things I want to. I am annoyed with myself and think of how terrible I am doing everyday especially when what I am doing, doesn't pay off like studying and doing horrible on my exam.. those are just my thoughts for today. I am just annoyed.

Dissappointed

I am so dissappointed in myself today. I got one of my tests back for my Human Anatomy class that is super hard and I did TERRIBLE. I love that class I just hate the way my teacher tests. I can't believe I did so horrible, I am dissappointed that I didn't get a better score, that I didn't study every spare moment I had, and that I just did so bad its terrible. There are so many students who have to retake this course to pass but I didn't want to be one of them. I can drop my lowest exam so I still have some hope. But I will do better on my next exam I will study harder, go to all the Study Sessions I can and hopefully do alot better :(. That is my goal anyways, hopefully I can keep up to it!

Super Bowl 2010

Well Today was the Superbowl game the Saints vs. the Colts. I didn't really have a prefrence of who should win and neither did Jared but we did enjoy watching the game it was pretty good! The Saints won but it was a close one. To watch the game we just went over to my parents after I got off work. My mom made Cheese Potatoes and Ham it was so good and of course we had tons and tons of snacks so I am stuffed full of junk... But Jared and I had fun watching the superbowl with my Mom, Dad, Bree, Tasia, and Daion. We both did a little bit of studying during the big game and I snuck in a quick nap but hey I gotta use my time wisely right!?

Dear John

I just got home like 2 seconds ago from the movie that just came out Dear John. I thought that the movie was pretty good but I am assuming the book is probably ten times better! I want to read it if I can ever squeeze it in during this busy semester, to see what the differences are. But overall I did like the movie and it was really sad. I would say it is worth seeing but I was hoping for a little bit of a different outcome. I would defiantly recommend it so if your not busy this weekend or this week go see it plus the guy in it is super hot!!

Date Night

I am so happy that today we got to go out on a date. Our friends Bryce and Tia who we haven't hung out with in a while called us tonight and asked us to go to our favorite restaurant Cafe Sabor and then go bowling. It was so fun because lately it has just been me and Jared and it is nice to finally go out with another couple again. Dinner was so yummy and we even got free fried ice cream I could have probably ate the whole thing myself it is so good! Then bowling was fun I won of course!! haha my score was only 102 but I did beat everyone else! Tonight was a fun night and it was good to get out, Tia kept talking about her dog and she makes me want one even more so I am off to look at the dogs on KSL. I am so obsessed I know I look at least once a week, but I hope that by summertime I will have a great dane... I need to save the money though they are so expensive but I am going to get one!!(hopefully) I miss having a dog around to keep me company when no one is here!

Blogging

I always leave my blogging until the end of the day, hoping something may come up that might be interesting to blog about. I am not a very good blogger, and never really have much to say because I feel like my life is in a routine and I do the same thing every single week with very few changes. Sometimes I don't even feel like blogging or just want to be like eh I give up but I haven't. I am proud that I haven't giving up but sometimes I think I hold back a little to much with blogging, sometimes I feel like 'should I really say that' or something of that matter. but this blog is for me, family and friends, and it shouldn't matter because they should love me no matter what I say. I sometimes get a little nervous of what people are going to think that read my blog... the few who do, but I feel that I leave out the little things that come up that I want to remember.... I hope to get a little better at it just letting out how I really feel and saying what I want. This thought came from my sisters post from today about Journaling. I am so glad we have made this New Years resolution to blog everyday because this is something that my kids can read who can show their kids and so on. I wish I could have the opportunity to read any of my grandparents journals. I would love to read about their trials and tribulations and see how it relates into today's world. Maybe figuring out how much we were alike around the same age. I am glad that I am doing this and it will be awesome for generations to come that they will have something to read, remember me by, and relate their life to mine. I am glad my sister made me realize that even if I don't think my blog is that fun or interesting, it will be when future generations want to know about me.

Overcoming Fears!

Well I can't say that I have completely overcame my fear but I think I am getting closer and closer each and every Wednesday. On Wednesdays I have a public speaking lab where we have to give speeches. I was really dreading this class because I am shy and I hate talking in front of a group of people. To make it even worse, this week was Impromptu. Yeah we had to draw our quote out of a hat and then we had to prepare our speech and then present it to the class. I was so nervous and dreading this class I started to cry earlier that day(I know I am pathetic but I had such bad anxiety that it just came out that way) the quotes were stuff I didn't even understand but I sucked it up and went to class! I got my quote and it was "The palest ink is more than the greatest memory" I didn't even know what to do, but then I thought about it and just did writing things down compared to using your memory. I know it probably isn't what the quote quite means but hey it worked for my speech and I did what I was dreading all day. I hope that this class will just get easier and easier as the semester goes on! I have to say that I am quite proud of myself today for going and actually giving an impromptu speech.