I hate being here!

Well right now I am sitting up on campus. I got here at like 4:30 and I am still here. That is amazing because I HATE being up here and especially when I don't have to be up here. haha I sound so rude but its true i don't like it it is cold, you have to walk forever to get to where you need to be, the people are annoying and classes are usually something i have to get through each day. But I'm proud of myslef, I did study for the first hour and a half and now I just cant do it anymore. Jared is helping people in a tutor lab for Accounting so I am stuck here until he is done so finally I cut the cord on stuyding and decided it was a good time for me to get my blogging done for the day. Well today has been pretty good I had to give my first speech for my public speaking class and it was ok. I wish I could record myself and listen I hate that my voice shakes and I probably turn all red when I stand up and talk in front of people cuz I am not that nervous but I was definalty uncomfortable giving my speech. I did reach the 2 minute mark and so I think I did ok I just hope it made sence.
Well I am so glad Wednesday is almost over and its just one day closer to the weekend. Lately I am always always looking forward to the weekend but hey I love having some time to do what I want instead of studying all the time and its a good excuse for me to be lazy which I use the excuse too often but hey I love relaxing! Well sorry about the rambling post but I didn't have much to say as usual....

Interesting experience

Today at work I had a really interesting day. I walked into work and one of my managers says to me there is a phone call that we had earilier today and the person has a speech problem or is somewhat deaf and can't talk very well. So because some of the people know that I am majoring in speech therapy they waited until I got to work to see if I felt comfortable communicating with this person. So I listen to the message they left on the answering machine and decide yeah I can do it what the heck? So I call the person back and they don't answer. So kind of relieved I went back to working then a half hour or so later the person(I am saying person because I am not quite sure if it was a woman or a man?) called back and they handed the phone over to me. They were asking about womans underwear and bras. Don't mind me but they were of rediculously big sizes but I went about my way looking and helping this customer the best I could and I pretty much understood what they were saying. Well to make a long story short they called back about ten minutes before I closed and asked if we sold THONGS in the size he/she asked me for. I was shocked I opened my mouth and thought for a second and then i said UNDERWEAR? haha I was hoping maybe that they ment shoes I was praying they ment shoes but of course they wanted underwear. I told the person we didn't have any in the store they would have to look online when they came to look at what I had found for them previously. keep in mind this was for someone else and they weren't yong!! I thought it was so funny yet discusting that I went and told my manager she was like "Is this some kind of joke?" haha it was hillarious. Hopefully when they come in they will get everything figured out, but out of this whole deal I got a free Movie pass which is pretty sweet now I can definatly go to a movie this weekend!

Overwhelmed

I feel so overwhelmed with everything lately that I have just been in such a terrible mood! I am really ornery and the littlest things are just driving me crazy! I know that as soon as I can get into a steady routine every day then I will feel alot better but I am always worried about something from bills to school and even being married its all so new to me that sometimes I wonder if I can make it through the day without crying. I know that we are doing just fine and things will come together and what happens is what is supposed to happen but I hate feeling like this. I hope things will get better I feel like after this week hopefully I will be used to juggling school, work, homework, and Jared. I feel so bad because he does it all the time and he isn't rude or in a bad mood. He is so understanding and nice and just reassures me that it will be ok! I am so grateful for him I couldn't ask for anyone better! Hopefully I will be back to my normal self soon!

New Recepie

Well today for dinner I decided to make something because I need to cook more often so I decided to make this easy green bean cassarole that is off the back of a frenches fried onions can. It is pretty good if you like green beans! I have had it once at a christmas party that I went to this year so I decided to try it myself. Its super fast but I think I used a too much of the fried onions. Here is a picture of what it looks like.

a little glimps

Today was a pretty good day. I worked some and when both me and Jared were off my parent's took us to Texas Roadhouse! It was super yummy I had so much food I am still stuffed! I love their rolls I had about 3 haha they are just so dang good. So I'm glad that I got to have a little fun today and get things off my mind! Now I am off to studying the bones for my Human Anatomy class! (even though I will be wishing I could go to the midnight movie instead of being at home!) Here is just a little look at what I am studying for its so much my head might explode but I really do like learning about this stuff! I just hope I can remember it all!

TGIF

I am so glad that it is FRIDAY today. I only have 2 classes today and they are both early in the morning so I pretty much got done with all my actual homework that is due for next week. There are just 2 problems in math that I need Jared's help on. I hate math and I am only in basic Algebra and I can't believe I don't know how to do some of this stuff its kind of embarrassing. But in my defense they are fractions and I have never done well with fractions! But now that everything else is done I can just read and study the rest of the week instead of worrying about everything else that needs to be done. But I am sure hoping to do something fun this weekend because I feel just a little overwhelmed with my new schedule of 2 jobs and school so I need some time to have a little fun and get out of the house. I am hoping Jared will take me to a good movie and out to eat. Just go on a little date because I haven't seen a whole lot of him this week because were so busy with school and work that we are on pretty much opposite schedules. Let me know of any good movies you think I would like I haven't been to a movie sense The Blindside so I have alot of options!

What to say?

I don't really have anything to say in my blog today. I had a pretty boring day, and didn't do a whole lot all I really did was just study, clean up the house a little and went to work. I am very annoyed today though because for some reason my computer won't connect to the internet so I have been trying to figure that out for the past two days. It is so annoying espcially now that I need it for school and I can't figure it out, so I am always trying to get Jareds when Jared isn't busy with it doing his homework. I hate computers and technology when I know nothing about it! But I don't have much else to say... my life is pretty boring and I feel like I will have many more blog enteries like this....