Sunday

Today has been a pretty boring Sunday. I had to work all day of course so I am totally pooped out today so I haven't done anything but lay around sence I have gotton off of work. But today Jared's dad got back home from visiting in Mexico. I didn't get to go see him cuz Jared was already over at his parents before I had got off work, but hopefully his Dad feels alot better about what has happened, finally getting some closure and I am sure he enjoyed the trip with his family. Other than that nothing new or exciting has happened but I start school tomorrow so I am sure I will have a story or two to tell tomorrow, but I'll let you know how that goes wish me luck!

Go Tasia!

Well today was a pretty good day I got almost everything done around the house this morning so the rest of the day I could use to just relax. So I went to lunch with my family and Tasia told me that she had a basketball game tonight. So me and Jared decided to go watch Tasia play. She told me that her game started at 5:30 but it really started at 5:00 so of course we didn't see too much of the game, probably the last quarter is all we saw. Tasia is a really good player though. I like watching her play sports probably cuz I miss playing them myself. Her team didn't win but it was only their first game so I am sure they will get better! Here are a few pictures of her in action!

After Tasia's game Jared and I decided to go up to my parent's and watch a little football. Then we played a game my Mom got for Christmas called Racko. It was pretty fun, Jared won and I totally lost but I can't wait to play again so I can beat everyone!

Ready for my new Change

I am so ready for the little change thats going on in my life. Today was my last day in Pricing and Signing at JCP. It is such a relief to be done with that job. It seemed like more and more drama came everyday with that job. So now I will be working at JCP at nights probably 2 or 3 times a week. As for McDonalds, I am hoping to work around 35 hours a week. I will be working there mostly in the day time so I am excited for the little change because I think it will make me a little more happy and alot less grumpy throughout the week.
I have decided though that I really am excited to go back to school. Just from taking one Semester off and working all the time has really gotten to me. And I would never want to stay in the jobs I have now forever so it really is a good change for me!( no matter how much I hate being up on campus and walking in the feezing cold weather with snow blowing in your face haha! I could go on forever!) So hopefully I can keep the excitment I have now throughout the semester and stay on top of things! But before school starts Monday I am hoping to get all the things done around the house that need to get done so I don't already stress myself out. So I am so glad I have tomorrow off of both jobs so I can get everything done and out of the way so I can start out the week with a new fun change that hoepfully won't put too much on my plate!

Texas or Alabama?

Who is going to win the big football game? I don't really care but Jared and my Dad do, so my parents invited us over tonight to watch the game, have some great home made pizza, and play cards. It has been a fun night,other than I lost in Phase 10. But its ok because Jared and I even got some of the Mario game in on the Wii in for the day! But as for the game, my Dad wants Texas to win and Jared is undecided or he just isn't telling me who he really wants to win. Right now the score is Texas 6 Alabama 24, in the third quarter so maybe Texas can pull through and get a win for the night! But I love coming up to my parents and hanging out and even not having to worry about whats for dinner and eating some of my favorite foods my mom makes. Sometimes I don't get up here enough during the week, it feels like but I really do miss my parents a lot! Thanks for everything Mom and Dad your the best Love you!

hmm....

Well I think that this blogging thing is getting harder everyday. especially when my life pretty much consists of the same thing over and over again everyday, so sorry about the blah blah boring of my blog. So I guess that I will just tell you about my day I had to work at JCP today and then me and Jared are trying to figure out car insurance so that has pretty much been the last two days of my life haha.... but I think were getting there. Being grown up isn't all that fun sometimes! I also finally got my books for school that starts on Monday(I am such a procrastinator). I am getting a little nervous I hope that I can pull off working both jobs and school but we will see how it goes. The classes that I have this semester are; Public Speaking, Math 900, and Human Anatomy. I am a little nervous for the Human Anatomy but also excited that was probably one of my favorite classes in high school, but the teacher is super hard so hopefully I can pull a good grade out of that class. Other than those two events today it has pretty much been just another day to get through the week. Hopefully something more exciting will happen to me this week that is actually worth blogging about!

It's Back!!

I am so excited the BIGGEST LOSER is back for the 9th season I believe. It is one of my favorite shows. It is so cool to watch these people transform into such healthier human beings it is truly amazing. I love this show so much I get so attached to some of the contestants on the shows I end up crying when they do... but what can I say I love this show! Last season Rabecca was my favorite person on the show. She didn't end up winning the whole thing but she did win out of the ones who got sent home. She is so pretty now she is amazing she just needs to find a new boyfriend. (If you didn't know she was dating Danny from season 7 and he was on 8 again blah he is ugly!) Well hopefully I can find my favorite person on this new season I am sure I will and I will let you know who when I decide who I like best and I will definatly keep you updated haha!

Remembering Like it was Yesterday.

I can't believe that it has been three years since Bree and I got in the car accident. That day I will always remember and it's so hard to forget. It crosses my mind almost every time I drive through that intersection or even getting a little too close to a car. I pretty much can remember the accident like it was yesterday. I have never felt so helpless and guilty at the same time. At the time of the accident I had no idea how bad Bree's condition was and I didn't even know by the time I got to the hospital. After I had all my x-rays done my parents told me that she had to be flown to McKay D hospital in Ogden. That is when my stomach sank and I about lost it. I was so scared and all I could think of was... Did I just kill my sister... Is she going to make it.... she has kids... why wasn't it me... and my mind just kept racing and racing. I think it was that way the whole entire month of her being in the hospital. While she was unconscious I don't think I have ever felt so guilty or mad at myself in my whole life. I wanted to tell her so many things, and I did but who knows if she really heard me. Still to this day I feel so bad about the accident especially when she forgets something... I know everyone does it but when she forgets that we went to the movie and I was sitting right next to her and I have to remind her my stomach sinks and I want to cry. I don't think I will ever feel better about the situation in that matter. I hope my sister knows how sorry I am that I put her through the hardest time of her life and still experiences some of the hard times because of what happened. I have never brought it up to her in person, but I hope that she truly does forgive me and I hope she knows that I would do anything for her! Love you Bree!