Sunday

Today was a typical Sunday for me work all day then come home to study and do homework the rest of the day. I haven't done a whole lot of anything else today. I always feel just so busy an d tired that I never cook we are always eating super fast stuff like frozen food or canned soup is our favorite lately and Sundays are supposed to be the best dinners. I am not being a very good wife lately on the whole cooking dinner thing, hopefully Jared understands but I can't waite to have a break then hopefully I can start getting into the habit of cooking real dinner. I am so excited for spring break to come it just needs to get here FAST!

Bugged

So many things have been on my mind today, I have probably started writing this blog about ten times but kept earasing it. I have so many things I want to say but I don't know how to say it without offeneding anyone. But I am going to say it here because I could never say it to their face. I hate when people particularly parents put themselves before their own kids. I have always thought and have been shown through my parents that the kids (me and my sisters) always come first. I just came from an experience of someone very close to me showing their three kids such a bad examples. It is so hard for me to be there and try and keep my mouth shut and not saying anything to them. I never would say anything but I sometimes wish I had the courage too. I can understand if they want to have thier fun, but don't do it in front of your kids, espically when they are old enough to understand and get upset about what their parents are doing because they themselves as eight year olds know that it isn't what you should be doing. I know I am not a parent and don't really have any expeirience but it really just bothers me. I hope one day they will realize that it really is affecting their kids and will change for the better!

Needing some Motivation

Today I have so many things I should be doing, like studying for the test I have on Monday getting stuff done around the house, probably anything would be a better than me sitting here on the Internet. I haven't done a whole lot today besides going to school and work. I hope I can get a little more motivated as the night goes on and maybe get some studying in for the night, I just need something to get me going, a Mountain Dew I need to wake up I am already ready to go to bed and it is only 930.

Teen Mom

So today I finally had a little time to catch up on one of my favorite shows. The new season of Teen Mom started Tuesday, and I had missed it that day. So today it played again and I finally got to see it. I love this show but this girl, who is on the first episode is so stupid. I know that it rude to say, but the whole episode just made me mad. The things she would say about having a kid just irritated me. if she can't be responsible for having a baby maybe she should have gave it up for adoption, there are so many people who don't have the chance to have kids and here she is complaining about all the responsibility and never staying home with her baby. I know it would be hard when you are still young but still, its time to grow up. I hope the episodes get a little better!

Its Over

I am so glad when Wednesdays come to an end. They are such long days for me that I am just so happy to finally be home for 5 minutes after being gone from 730 in the morning and if working like I usually do wednesdays getting home at 930. So I am so tired today but I had a pretty good day for it being a Wednesday. Today I had to give a speech in my class and I actually think i did pretty well. It makes it a little easier every time I have to speak when I do better on a previous speech so I am happy about that. Also in my human anatomy lab today we actually saw the cadavers. Not really what I want to stare at for an hour or more. I think it is a little disturbing and I don't enjoy learning that way I would much rather learn out of a book for sure, but oh well what can ya do? I am so ready for a break from everything lately but we still have a while until spring break but I am counting down the days! I need Spring to get here ASAP! Or I think a quick trip to Arizona would be great!

Good News.

So this week has had some pretty good news for me. For one my Sister decided she is NOT moving to Texas which I think is one of the best decisions she has ever made! I am proud of her for not going even though I understand how badly she wants to be with her boyfriend. It would suck being alone raising two kids, but I am glad she is putting herself and her kids before him. The other good news is what has to do with work. I have been working at JC Penney's for almost three years and have only gotten two raises one because they had too and the other was the annual raise. They decided to stop giving raises because of the company money issues and instead of cutting benefits and insurance they would cut raises and would continue them when the economy got better. Well for the past two years I haven't really received anything from the company that would ever make me want to stay there or even feel important as an employee. (well maybe besides my employee discount, now that I can't live without). But in the fall of last year they set some goals and if we reached those goals everyone in the company that has been working there for x amount of time would get a bonus when the new year in JCP time came around. So we ended up reaching the goals and so I GET A BONUS! I am excited it is quite alot and I am surprised. I feel like this makes up for what I have felt a little taken advantage of for the work I have done for JC Penny. anyways that good news has made my week just a little bit better for me which makes me happy!

What day is today?

The past two days have been a blur... they have gone by so fast and my schedule this is week is mixed up so I just feel a little off. Today is Monday I should have class, but because of Presidents Day, we didn't have school so I worked and then Tomorrow I have Monday Schedule so I'm all mixed up with my days I feel like it is Sunday today and tomorrow is Monday. Anyways I have been super busy with homework and I have finally decided who I am going to give my next speech on. I decided to do Michael J. Fox. He is a pretty interesting guy and has a great Foundation for Parkinson's Disease. I am interested in learning more about his foundation while writing my speech!