Lonely

Today I have been home sence about 2:30 and I have been here by myself. Jared has been at school all day, and he came home for about ten minutes, grabbed a sandwhich, changed and went to two meetings for school. I hate just sitting at home being lonely. There are so many things I could do like study, clean, workout, anything but I am just sitting here feeling sad and lazy! But I really need to study I have a huge test Monday and I don't feel prepaired at all... so I am going to study I really need to do good in this class!

Today was another long long day at school, and right after 8 hours of being up on campus I had to work at JCP, so I am just getting home for the day and if feels so good to be home I am just so tired, I haven't been able to sleep very good latly so I am just so tired. But I am so sick of rude people that come into the places I work. I am sick of getting treated like I am nothing and I know nothing... HELLO I work there I know what I am talking about and just because I work at a fast food resturant doesn't give you any reason to think you are better than me. I wish I could just tell them how I feel, but I wouldn't have a job. I know some people are probably thinking well your in the customer service area thats what you do. Yes I know I am happy to help people who aren't rude or treating me like crap. I just had an experance today that just made me so mad, This lady asked about bed skirts, we don't have any in our store only if you buy them in a set with everything else that goes on a bed. I told the lady and she just started complaining and telling me how she couldn't believe we didn't sell them blah blah blah and just being a really big BI*** but I still decided to offer her help and I asked her if she wanted to look in the catalog, the are sold separate there. As we were looking she kept saying no no no thats not what I want she was so picky and unpatient. Finally I found something that she liked and as I was getting all her information she says to me "Could You hurry I have somewhere to be" I wanted to say ok you can leave I don't really care, it took all of five minutes to get all her information and she was complaining... eh I hate when people don't think of anyone but themselves. It was bothering me all night at work but now that I got that off my chest (and after telling many people at JCP) I am good, just another day at work I guess?

Red Team...ehh

I haven't got to watch the last couple of episodes of the biggest loser but tonight I didn't have to work at JCP so I finally got to watch and get caught up! Well all I can say is I hate the red team! I think if you go on that show you go there to lose weight not just play the game when you get immunity. So many people wish they could have the chance to go on that show, and they are sitting there wasting Bob and Jillians time because they don't want to work as hard so they can have bigger numbers next the next week. She is such a liar and I love that Jillian called her out, she addmitted to doing it the first time they got immunity so why is she saying she did everything she could last week and only lost a pound and this week she lost like 11 or something whatever! I hope they go home real soon, and I was also mad that they gave the Green team the 2lb dissadvantage, they aren't too big to being with and haven't been pulling great numbers. but whatver KARMA comes back around and I think they will be in troble next week! (at least I hope so!) But my favorite team the Grey team did so good this week Hopefully more good things will come for them!

Having a Good Monday

Today was actually a pretty good Monday. I had school, and I didn't have to work tonight so I got alot of things done around my house I cleaned the kitchen, mopped the floors did loads of laundry, and actually got all my file folders done so I can organize all my papers and bills. I even came and seen my parents today and Tasia and Daion were there Its nice to see them I dont see them as often anymore so it was fun, As for the rest of the day STUDYING, I have a test Monday in Human Anatomy I am nervous about the test, so the rest of the week when I am not working is devoted to studying. I think this is the first good Monday I have had in a while.

Pregnancy Pact

I watched a thing about this on TV a while ago where these girls all from the same high school decided to all get pregnant around the same time. It was very interesting and I always wondered WHY? Well the other day I was watching a movie on Lifetime and the preview The PregnancyPact came on. I couldn't believe that they decided to make it into to a movie. I was so curious to see it so tonight I finally got to watch it. Of course it was a little cheesy and the actors weren't the best but still I found it interesting I just still wonder why 18 girls would all want to get pregnant the same year and none of them were over 16 years old CRAZY! I am 21 and I still don't think I am mature enough for a little one myself. I thought the movie was interesting it does show actuall footage from what was shown on TV prior to the movie, so if you ever have an hour or so to kill maybe flip it on Lifetime and watch it.

Stuffed

Well today has been a long day I had to work at noon and then I got done at 5. Then Kim, Jareds sister was celebrating her birthday at Texas Roadhouse. Yeah, we went and ate there agian this week I know its terrible, but it was her 20th birthday so had to go right?! We had to waite forever like an hour and fourty five minutes, I hate that that place is always so jam packed but its so good I always eat way too much there I am completly STUFFED! So we just got home from celebrating her birthday I am so bad and didn't even get a picture of her on the sattle but It was a fun night HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!

Counting my blessings

Well I have never thought of this as a blessing but I got told today after measuring a lady for a bra fit today, "At least you can count your blessings!" I have always been pretty well endowed and so have all of my sisters, so I never really thought about not having anything to fill out a bra. Well to start with the story I went in the dressing room and measured her, I did it twice to make sure, she watched the numbers on the measuring tape and she just laughed and I didn't quite know what to say. She pretty much has nothing and she said even in an A cup she has room to slide her hand in between her bra and where her boob actually is. I felt so bad she was so nice and so cute but she just kept saying I cant believe I am wearing this size... and I didn't know what to say, She probably could have fit very well in a kids bra but I wasn 't going to say that and humiliate her... I felt so bad... But I ended up finding her a nice push up bra with extra padding and she loved it I am glad I could help her but I still felt bad. So I am counting my blessings of having a decent sized rack haha! I have alot more to be thankful for but today after my experience at work BOOBS are what I am thankful for today!