Blogging

I always leave my blogging until the end of the day, hoping something may come up that might be interesting to blog about. I am not a very good blogger, and never really have much to say because I feel like my life is in a routine and I do the same thing every single week with very few changes. Sometimes I don't even feel like blogging or just want to be like eh I give up but I haven't. I am proud that I haven't giving up but sometimes I think I hold back a little to much with blogging, sometimes I feel like 'should I really say that' or something of that matter. but this blog is for me, family and friends, and it shouldn't matter because they should love me no matter what I say. I sometimes get a little nervous of what people are going to think that read my blog... the few who do, but I feel that I leave out the little things that come up that I want to remember.... I hope to get a little better at it just letting out how I really feel and saying what I want. This thought came from my sisters post from today about Journaling. I am so glad we have made this New Years resolution to blog everyday because this is something that my kids can read who can show their kids and so on. I wish I could have the opportunity to read any of my grandparents journals. I would love to read about their trials and tribulations and see how it relates into today's world. Maybe figuring out how much we were alike around the same age. I am glad that I am doing this and it will be awesome for generations to come that they will have something to read, remember me by, and relate their life to mine. I am glad my sister made me realize that even if I don't think my blog is that fun or interesting, it will be when future generations want to know about me.

Overcoming Fears!

Well I can't say that I have completely overcame my fear but I think I am getting closer and closer each and every Wednesday. On Wednesdays I have a public speaking lab where we have to give speeches. I was really dreading this class because I am shy and I hate talking in front of a group of people. To make it even worse, this week was Impromptu. Yeah we had to draw our quote out of a hat and then we had to prepare our speech and then present it to the class. I was so nervous and dreading this class I started to cry earlier that day(I know I am pathetic but I had such bad anxiety that it just came out that way) the quotes were stuff I didn't even understand but I sucked it up and went to class! I got my quote and it was "The palest ink is more than the greatest memory" I didn't even know what to do, but then I thought about it and just did writing things down compared to using your memory. I know it probably isn't what the quote quite means but hey it worked for my speech and I did what I was dreading all day. I hope that this class will just get easier and easier as the semester goes on! I have to say that I am quite proud of myself today for going and actually giving an impromptu speech.

Up Late

So I had to stay up late to watch one of my favorite shows tonight.. I couldn't resist waiting for tomorrow when they would play it probably everday the following days to come. I had to watch Teen Mom with Dr. Drew. I love this show and I have loved following their stories. It has been interesting to watch how their lives have changed. I love it and I am excited for the new season to start!

Six Months!

Yay!! Jared and I have been Married for six months today!! I am so happy, I can't believe that it has already been six months. It seems like it was just yesterday dealing with all the drama of my wedding. But I am so happy that I got to marry Jared. He is so special to me and I love him so much. He encourages me everyday and makes me strive to do my best in life. He is so understanding and always puts up with my whining and complaining! He is the best I could ever have! I Love you Jared! To bring back so memories I have decided to share some of my favortie photos of our engagements!
It only let me put up 5 at a time and I am too tired to do more but here they are!

System Overload

I need a break. I have been studying all day and my brain has officially been overloaded with too much information. So I decided to take a break from studying and do my blog for the day. Today as I was just getting off work at JCP, I decided to buy Jared some dress shirts that were on clearance (80% off plus my discount = great deal I got him two shirts for 5 dollars it was awesome!) anyways as I was walking up to check out at the register this lady walking in from outside tripped and fell flat on her face, she had coffee or something in her hand that had prevented her from catching herself and she literally hit her face on the sidewalk. I was like oh my gosh she was with someone who was helping her get up so we went and asked if she was ok. Her nose was bleeding and it looked pretty bad. I felt bad for the poor lady she was pretty banged up. I guess the lesson for the day is to watch your step. She didnt notice the curb I guess walking up onto the sidewalk. Hopefully she is ok! But yes JCP is having great clearance deals starting today go check it out, just watch your step on the way in!!

Uneventful

Well, this Saturday has been pretty uneventful. I worked in the morning and have been studying ever sense I got off work. I did get a little nap in between the two but that is all my day has really consisted of. I wish I had a little more time to get things done that I want to do besides studying. I don't even think all the studying I am doing is helping I get so lost and frustrated it becomes annoying so I want to stop. Well I know my blogs lately have been pretty boring and have no real importance but at least I stick to it everyday.... at least it has almost been one month that we have been posting everyday... that is crazy, I hope I can last its been hard enough already!!

I almost didn't make it

Today has flown by, I went to school after that work, and then Jared took me out to Chili's and we met some of my coworkers for dinner! It was fun, and after that I came home to study and time has flown by I looked at the clock and was like Crap I still have to blog! I was so happy to finally get some time with Jared, but here comes another week of not seeing too much of eachother... but I love the weekends!